Tuesday 3 July 2007

Lesson 3 - Creamy Cocksucking Day 2

Just a quick update today...

I must admit that my clittie is a mess at the moment. Every time I need to relieve myself when I untape and untuck it now seems to always be accompanied by a string of precum. It is looking a little red from the pulling of the tape and I seem to be in a state of arousal without any effect on my clittie without except little leaks of precum throughout the day. I think that this may have been caused by the fact that I ordered the Slave Training Kit and I haven't stopped thinking about it - I even lost sleep thinking about it last night.

Cocksucking Day 2 was alot better today, my jaw ached far less after 30 minutes of action. I tried to be more vocal today, but initially probably sounded like a 70's Porn film, I managed to push the cucumber to the back of my throat today and manage to sort of utter the words 'Thank you'. I am still having massive problems with my gag reflex. I will do some more research today to see if it can be trained other than practise.
This is something I am determined to get right.
Unfortunately I couldn't capture the "best" action (and in my case humiliating action) today on film as I need both hands to stop myself from retching.
Having started slowly at an easy pace yesterday sliding in and out it damned on me that perhaps a future user of my slut mouth would not be so gentile, so I stepped up the pace and started ramming the cucumber into my throat.
On my knees with my elbows on the floor, prone, both hands clasped the bottom of the cucumber dildo and rammed home as far as possible about once a second. The first 4-5 strokes were manageable but the I needed both air, breathing room, and a chance to regain my senses. Strokes 6-7 we met with garbled gurgling and choking, before stroke 8 caused me to go through the retching motion, tears in my eyes, almost bite into the cucumber and forcibly eject it out.
Not to be beaten I knelt there panting and breathing heavily for ten seconds before trying again. It was pretty much the same result, and by now even with my eyes open I was looking through tears and had left a trail of saliva down the cucumber, that had now started to run down my forearms.
I slackened of the pace again for about 10 min's gentle suckling, nurturing, licking, and swirling and then tried the more vigorous stuff again.

Lets see how I do tomorrow!

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